marisol being a nun and the catholic guilt he still doesn’t know how to let go off and eddie with his arms open fucking crucifixion style as people remove the layers he lets people see. strip him bare until he’s just skin, drunk and loose and happy, letting buck drape himself all over him. carefree. liberated. thinking about it.
when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes




